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                                                                         2013/05/24 19:50

                 

                                                        每夜總是

                                     拖著沉重的腳步自辦公室離開後

                                       穿梭在兩個醫院來回的憂碌間

                                                     奔馳的雨夜  

                                                   雨刷來來回回

                             晃動著一幕幕不願記起卻又反覆迴帶的記憶

 

                                                後視鏡中疲憊容顏

                                                失了笑容裡的甜美

                                                    也許累了倦了

                                 更許是狂亂的風雨讓人失了抗衡鬥志

                                           終究敵不過心裡酸酸的苦澀

                                     頹廢著不想再有所掙扎的消沉軟弱

 

                                                     啜著失溫咖啡

                                                 任情緒慢慢往下墜

                                                 在每一個黑夜白天

                                            空的心   盛滿無力的交瘁

                                               高架橋上左邊的想念

                                             一遍遍反芻的心事貼著

                                             模糊在困惑裡的淚水中

                                                          心痛著   

                                                          淚熱著

                                                      車速裡的憂傷

                                 撕裂著不想再提  不願再爭辯的啞口無言

 

                                                      該如何去相信

                                          每份真心付出中會有平等的對應

                                                        又該如何期許

                                        每份赤裸的訴說都能接收真誠訊息

                                                        故事的結局

                                                        總有些心傷

                                                          有些迷惘

                                                          有些絕望

                                                     有些不願在意的

                                             卻又死心塌地的往心裡鑽

 

                                                    也許有人說的對

                                     這樣的形式是種反覆折騰的無力感

                                                                等待

                                                       以迴旋的方式 

                                                       在時間移軸裡 

                                                           日甚一日

                                                       蠺食著每寸心

                                                     而被忽略了的是

                                              每一分秒等待裡的絕望

 

                                            我們的距離  在時間裡朦朧

                                          我們的距離  逐漸淡化在風中

 

                                       當不再被需要的依附拉開了彼此

                                             不再探索所謂的挫折倪端

                                                    漠視了戎長的牽掛

                                                    減銳了輾轉的難捨

                                                所有叨絮不再成為擁有

                                                      剩無聲的緘默時

                                                      我會安靜的走開

                                                 收回對你的所有依賴

 

                                                   不帶給困擾與為難

                                                 不去傷害與誤解任何

                                                只是靜默釋懷著去承受 

                                        不要求  不去想  不去問  不去看

                                                    心裡就不會有遺憾

 

                                                      心受傷了  碎裂了

                                                                 只需

                                                          尋一個角落

                                                       讓情緒安適走過

                                                               然後

                                                     再將你輕輕抹去即可

                                                  將交集的回憶慢慢鎖起

                                                  將曾有的波濤洶湧封印

                                                          不驚動任何

 

                                                          一個人走著

                                                                 回到

                                                           來時的天空

 

 

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